Sometimes I wonder why cant i jus die? So I do not need to face so much problems, with seniors or friends... Sometimes i really think maybe I should I should jus let her go... since she is not fate to be with me. But I think I still got chance to salvage this friendship. Finally, done! Now a lot of friends problems. People coming to find me to help them solve their friendship problems. Why cant friends be jus friends all the tme? Why must there be quarrels? I really dont know how to solve these problems. Really... I will try to be optismistic, think on th rght side (not the left side) Hahs! Btw, a bird died in our class today... So sad. We shouldnt have let the bird in the class and should put it outside the classroom. The bird hit the spinning fan and jus die like that. So scary. Our classroom is haunted. I dun care. hahs! Btw, going up to take prizes on mon assembly. So scared. First time in secondary school life going up to take prizes. Stressed! Scared. I shouldnt care so much... Gonna do my homework now. Tomorrow got test, EYE coming. 6 more days. Kays BB!